well it has beenb a lil while ....I am better now....my b/f and I are getting better too but he still isn't like me..i just care for him so much ...anyway enough about that....today was the last day of school and I only went for 1class....now I am getting a job and car and I am so happythat I will have a way to go and will not have to ask anyone else to take me places....but I am going to go now I know this was short but I guess I wilol right later...

omg...I feel so bad...I mean I havn't seen my boyfriend in like a month I don't even know if he wants to see me....he says he does but I am just not sure....I love him to death I just want to see him and my b-day is tomorrow and I don't know what I will do if I don't see him this weekend....well I am sry I am like jujst unloading all my problem on you poor ppl...I guess I will let you go!

Well this is the first time that I have written a journal entry....don't really know what to say...I like anime a lil and I love dark art .

Really interested in some of the guys pics that are on here I find them veery interesting. Well I might write some more later but at the moment I have to go so I will keep in touch. :*